Monday, September 8, 2008

Milestone... Perhaps in Healing

Maybe it was too soon. But I couldn't keep putting myself through it.

It's enough that a birthday card will randomly pop up with your signed x's and o's, or your cook book will stare at me in my pantry... It's enough that your crystals serve as a daily reminder in my jewelry box and that I happened across my "something old" white, hand-embroidered handkerchief you gifted me last June. It's all enough. I don't even need these things to miss you. To cry for you.

My last gift from her

...So it turned into an event... Editing your Dallas contact info to not include your name. After only ever knowing it to the contrary.


It didn't feel right...

But something told me it never would.