Direction? What Direction?

I am sort of all over the place these days. Applying for jobs I don't qualify for, attending appointments for five (different) doctors, dealing with delayed court dates for my ex-landlord's appeals case, painting my neverending walls, bill paying, laundry and dry cleaning... You name it. You never realize how busy you can make yourself - even without a job.

I've been so fortunate this summer. (You know, besides the not-having-to-work part)..... I've gotten a trip to Napa with the girls, a weekend up at Lake New Melones on Kristy's Fam's houseboat......... A POLICE concert. I think I've made out pretty well so far.

I spoke with my Guru today and was updating him on how my trip to the lake went, and how I applied for a job with HP that I was pretty excited about, that my dad is coming to Sacramento to look into a potential job (which could mean a possible move to the area...... which I'm trying not to get too excited about)... Told him about the blog I've started/continued, about painting my house..... And he made the keen observation that it seemed like my goals and/or focus are, well... "Scattered". And you know what? ~ He's not wrong.

I feel like I have a wide open book in front of me, whose pages can (and will) someday include a cooking class, the writing of a novel, a master's degree, a real estate license, a welding class, Europe, a property portfolio, Australia, free-lance photography, motherhood, a make up class, flipping a house, getting that HP job...... And perhaps most importantly: Finding my balance........... Finding my direction.

But as of right now, this moment - I feel like I am right where I need to be.